I lay, looking at my hands
I search in these lines
I’ve not the answer
I’m crying and I don’t know
Watching the sky
I search for an answer
I’m free, free to be
I’m not another liar
I just want to be myself…myself
And now the beat inside of me
Is a sort of a cold breeze and I’ve
Never any feeling inside
Ruining me…
Bring my body
Carry it into another world
I know I live…but like a stone I’m falling down
I pray, looking into the sky
I can feel this rain
Right now it’s falling on me
Fly, I just want to fly
Life is all mine
Some days I cry alone,
But I know I’m not the only one
I’m here, another day is gone
I don’t want to die…?
Please be there when I’ll arrive, don’t cry…please
It’s hard,
hard, not to sit on your hands,
burrow your head in the sand,
hard, not to make other plans
and claim that you’ve done all you can,
all alone
and life
must go on.
It’s hard,
hard, to stand up for what’s right
and bring home the bacon each night,
hard, not to break down and cry,
when every ideal that you tried
has been wrong.
But you must
carry on.
It’s hard,
but you know it’s worth the fight,
cause you know you’ve got the truth on your side,
when the accusations fly.
Hold tight!
Don’t be afraid of what they’ll say.
Who cares what cowards think? Anyway,
They will understand some day,
some day.
It’s hard,
hard, when you’re here all alone
and everyone else’s gone home.
Harder to know right from wrong
when all objectivity’s gone
and it’s gone.
But you still
carry on.
‘cause you,
you are the only one left
and you’ve got to clean up this mess.
You know you’ll end up like the rest
Bitter and twisted - unless
you stay strong
And you
carry on.
It’s hard,
but you know it’s worth the fight,
cause you know you’ve got the truth on your side,
when the accusations fly.
Hold tight!
Don’t be afraid of what they’ll say.
Who cares what cowards think? Anyway,
They will understand some day,
some day.